CORPORAL NIGHT

Posted by mandatory at 02:28 AM on July 13, 2007 in LETTER BOX.

I  raised my head and looked at him fully in the face. He had a lovely voice, unfathomable and just about croaky but with a dark haze which took away any flaws. He was attractive in a rather unconventional kind of way. His face too strong and tough for honest strength but he carries a quality which was more powerful than pretty-boy good looks. I pulled myself together fast as I realized that he was waiting for my answer to his question.

'What I would like is to take your clothes off, look at you, touch you, kiss you all over and make love to you until neither of us can move a muscle' I returned assertively.

His fingers had slipped under my stretchy top, moving up to stroke the back of my neck in caressing movements. His hands roaming around my body in gentle, tender caresses yet conjure a whirlwind of sensation, heating my blood and causing the quiver to spread all over my viens. His thighs were hard against mine and then...

I fell off my bed. I just had a quixotic dream.

So it looks like neither of us is going to get what we want.

Currently listening to: You look so fine - Garbage
Currently feeling: startled

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THE COQUETTE

Posted by mandatory at 06:16 AM on June 20, 2007 in LETTER BOX.

She has the ability to delay satisfaction.

How well can she harmonize the fluctuating temperature of pyrexia.

She keeps on avoiding me and whenever I try to reserve myself in silence.. She goes in for the attack.

There are times when she can be considerably stubborn especially when she wants something from me. She knows what she wants and she knows how to get it. And there are times when she can be incredibly unresponsive, stood apart from aloof character.

I yearn for that next moment that she'll touch me once again.

She always have the power to interweave hope and fraustration.

She may be a pain in the ass sometimes, but I like her. I want her.

There are people who initiates the chase and leave you at your most fragile state.

Currently feeling: stressed

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SOMNIPATHY

Posted by mandatory at 10:12 PM on June 11, 2007 in LETTER BOX.

You try to inject new interests/people into your life and somehow you find yourself entertained by these preoccupying delights.

You sing and dance to the sound of thier stirring tune, you even anticipate on what will happen next because you know for yourself that you will be busy for the next 2 weeks.

You are well-convinced that you're happy.

But at night, when everyone's asleep.. You struggle to find your own sweet dreams.

Nobody knows that you're hurting yourself.

Nobody know's you're sick.

Currently feeling: restless

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SOULFUL NIGHT

Posted by mandatory at 02:54 PM on March 25, 2007 in LETTER BOX.

My Love,

It has been months since I died and my soul can't seem to find its peace. So I wander here in your living space, lingering. Anticipating, as to when will I ever cross your mind.

At night, I watch while you make love to your femme covet. The way you move reminds me of our blissful tysts last year. Whenever you're done with her, I snuggle through your arms, trying to unearth your leftover heat.

My eyes are tired from crying My Love, and my heart couldn't stop bleeding.

Why didn't you say goodbye to me? That was all I ever wanted to hear. I know you're not much into closure but you could have at least said goodbye. But you didn't, instead you put me in this hanger with an assurance of coming back. So I waited with full-forced-hope until death came upon my feet. You didn't know what happened to me, even until now.

But never will I blame you, never will I loathe you.

If you listen carefully into the sound of the night, you can hear me talking to you.

Currently listening to: When You're Gone - Cranberries
Currently feeling: Soulful

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